You know the joke about playing the country song backwards - get your truck back, get your girlfriend back etc etc. Sometimes I wish I could play my life backwards.
Loves and fortunes have been lost, health is questionable, security... what is that?
Things are pretty good. I'm a decent person and I have friends with whom I have been friends for a very long time. I have fun and can find entertainment and amusement in the things around me. Best of all - I see beauty and I appreciate it.
Still there are things I want to rant about and things I need to vocalize which are unfit for human consumption and so --- here is their forum. The place where even the unforgivable is acceptable, where nothing is taboo. As a general rule I tend towards sadness before anger but if you decide to read this rambling rant you are going to see the angry side of a not very angry person.
So if there is ever anyone who reads this... welcome to my world.